pressure depression

aaj mere sath jo jo hua me use aapke samne rakna chahunga, kya karu meri bat me kisi ke samne nahi kehta hu par kya kru mere samne jo bhhi kuch sahi galat hota hai, main uspar koi bat bol nahi pata. Main kehne se sharmata hu ya darta hu pata nahi kya karan hai. is liye mein sochta hu jise kaha nahi ja sakta use likh jaye. isse mera bhi man bhi halka ho jayega. 

           to aaj ka ye mamla hai ki mari exam ek compitition exam ka result aa gaya. lakho ke sath mera bhi selection nahi hua kafi mujh par pressure or deprassion hai umra bhi kafi ho chuki hai agla atamt nahi bhar sakta. kai dino bad aaj mera pariwar sukhi hai iska bhi karan hai. actualy mere papa bhi police me hai. waha bhi yahi mamla "jatiwad"  wala main jyada kuch kehna nahi chahta par problem thi kuch jiski karan mere pita ji dipration me aa gaye the. aab sara pariwar khush hai pita ji ka transfer ho gaya hai.

aaj din me mere papa phone par massage aaya police ke "exam ke result" aa gaya hai. jiska mujhe ek ghante pehle hi pata tha  me writen clear nahi paya. lagta hai ye dipration hamare pariwar ko nahi tyagna chahta hai. ab me bahut depression me hu. lagta he papa sahi kehte he mera kuch nahi ho sakta. 

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